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Well shit has not stopped hitting the fan.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
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Your Aura is Blue
Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.
You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone.
Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.
What Color Is Your Aura? Take This Quiz :-)
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So much for that career part! :)
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
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I think that's the soap opera I'm going to tape my life and turn into. :) Life right now is crazy, and crazier than normal.
Bryon is currently working his ass off. He's working at Dunkin Donuts from 6 am to Noon and then we break for lunch together. That's blissful and the best part of my day. Just seeing him for an hour is theraputic. Then after lunch he heads to the UPS Store for 1 pm to 6 pm. Then I pick him up and we head home for dinner together. Not sleeping alone completes me.
Meanwhile, I'm treading water here at the business. eBay kicked us off because we sent a wheelchair to a lady in New Jersey and someone hacked into one of our accounts and sent a Second Chance Offer to the back bidder. The hacker told the back bidder that we were on vacation in England and that she should send a money order to our vacationing address and we would ship the wheelchair. SCAM. Now each of our accounts are suspended because of association. Every new account I start is shut down. So now I'm looking into Overstock and trying to pull something out of my ass. I can't operate without cash and I can't get cash without auctions.
On top of this, Katie just started e-mailing me and finally TALKING to me. I don't have the energy to fight for that friendship and the way things are, I don't know if I have the desire. I know things will never be the same, but I had hoped that things could be good again. I have doubts on that field now as well. There is a lack of understanding between us. We have always been in two different worlds, but now it seems we've stretched to two different galaxies. I only wish that she has a happy life and that she stays safe. To Del I am appreciative for making and keeping her that way.
Started the South Beach Diet a couple of weeks ago. I'm down 9 pounds and doing ok. Got to get myself in better shape for my own sanity.
Trying to make ends meet at home, trying to pull myself out of a ditch at work, leaning on my husband who leans back while we climb the wall.